weee! Today is Chinese New Year. i didn't even eat reunion dinner last night. all my siblings in America. and my mom said she didn't want to eat steamboat cos' we already ate last time when my sis was here. so last night, we ate rendang. this indo food. and today we ate Lontong. another indonesian food. hehe, actually i even suggested to my mom to eat steak for new year's eve. I read the Count of Monte Cristo. It's absolutely fabulous. It's teh type of book where you can't wait to see how the story progresses and yet you never want to finish the book cos' it's so good.
yesterday i watched a bit of the CNY celebration in channel 8. Honestly, i strongly dissaprove of the programme. every year, i see their celebration, i see them, wasting food! yes. yesterday they were playing the bamboo pole dancing thing or whatever while holding food. and i see the tea and the buns all drop on the floor and of course nobody is going to pick it from the floor and eat them. and later while they were doing the lao yu sheng, they were practically throwing the stuffs and the table the floor adn each other. ughh, the scene made me disgusted. think of all the hungry people in the world. while we were throwing food here, maybe a child is dying there because of starvation. i think that big plate of yu sheng can probably feed a whole village of people.
actually i feel guilty about myself too. i've saved up money to give to the World Vision. but i never do give it. it's like the money is there, but i never send it over. haiz.