I feel so useless

I can't seem to do anything at all.

I don't do well academically. I suck at sports. I don't have a talent.

I'm the type of person whom nobody really knows or notice. People neither like me nor dislike me. I'm like that neutral object. People have no feelings towards me be it love or hate. And I always left people wondering whether I existed or not. Nobody really enjoys my company, I'm always that extra person.

If I disappearead from this world, I don't think it would make a difference. Nobody will notice, no one will care.

I don't think I know who I am anymore.