Went to school. Anticipating results...Just as I stood up to get it..

"You have outstanding fees..go to the office."

WHAT?!

Ok, so I watched stupidly as my whole class got their results. What's the point of being index number 1? THen, i went down to the office. The person says, you have to pay $432. And i'm like HELLO? Do I look like I got that much money to you? So, they told me to see Mrs Khoo. She's not in her office. ok, then I saw the principal. She told me to go to the hall to find Mrs khoo. Mrs Khoo said something that I didn't understand. So, I called up my brother and asked him to lend me 4oo bucks so i can pay the school the next day. then, i went to find Mrs Khoo again and she told me to look at my results first and when i pay, i can bring the slip home. Ok then..

So, I went to see my results. Laa dee dum.. So, I took it from the person to get a closer look.
English: A1 (Whoopie! I think a lot goes to the oral..haha..thankew for my British accent.. :P I thought the Flight compo wasn't too good..and i can't even remember what our compre was all about..)
English Literature: A2 (I'm completely disappointed... :( I really really do want an A1..so I'm sad..yeah..cos that's one of the things I studied really hard for.. SIGH!!)
Combined Humanities: A1 (Whoopie! I completely did not expect this. Come on, getting an A1 for SS is completely unimaginable to me. yipee..i told myself if i get bad for History, I'll kill myself..thank God there's no need for suicide. hee hee..no wonder Mr Anthony told me I can take History now. YAY!)
Mathematics:B3 (Yup! completely expected..no surprise)
Chemistry:B3 (can't say I'm great in my sciences..but oh well, i don't care anyway. art subjects matter more to me than sciences..)
Physics:B3 (absolutely a miracle.. haha.. and it doesn't matter to me how much i get for this either..)
Chinese: B3 (Duh..i didn't retake..i don't see how the marks could have changed..)

L1R5=13
L1R4=10

I think our school did pretty well. Kirsty was the top student, 8 A1s..YAY for her! I wish Mrs Lee could have seen all that we've done. She would have been really proud of us.

and now I don't know where to go..should I go CHina? my friends advise me not to...they say wasted..should go JC..ack! i dunno. the thought of staying in Singapore for another 2 years and taking A levels makes me want to go nuts..

OHMYGOSH!

I have never been so embarrassed all my life.

And it's all thanks to my bunch of friends.

Remember the Pre U 2 guy i told u about? His name is Edmund. and they were like publicly displaying that i like him. Oh gosh..hello, i only met him yesterday? Sheesh, I don't know where to put my face..

My German friend is blond and blue eyed. Gosh..

I really hope he doesn't disappear like the rest does...he seems nice..

today, a nice Pre U 2 Indonesian student talked to me. I was surprised. But I think he's nice. Hope I'll see him around again and get to be his friend. I want more Indonesian friends..hehe

WOOH! I got meself a new German penpal. I've lost so many in the past few years...i hope this one doesn't go away too... :( he seems pretty nice..

Anyway, I had soooooo much fun today. I think I've never laughed as crazily as today. Mindy and Sally was just cracking my up like crazy. They are so darn funny. Gosh, really, it was just so fun! I enjoyed myself today.

Oh well, i think tmr will be a boring day..

Today, I was looking down from my window. and I saw an Indian man and woman walking towards their car. the woman went to the left side of the car, and the man went to the right. but instead of getting into the driver's seat as I expected, the man walked on and turned to the left. and i was like ...heh? what's he doing?

The woman was already openign the door. then the man stood behind her. Finally, I realised what he was trying to do. He made sure she was comfortably seated, then he closed the door and went to the driver's seat.

i was like..hah..that's one gentleman. come on, how many of such men can u find left in this world? tsk tsk

Results on Friday...am i scared/nervous/excited?

Bleh..no feeling...

School was pretty fun today though. I just crap a lot to Mindy and Sally. haha..these two are so fun..laughed like crazy

Anyway...


I just realised that I miss Eric a lot a lot.

I really mean it. It's like I just want to go on and on talking about Eric to the whole world day and night. Sheesh. This is bad..

Everytime i hear the Mickey song i just can't help but burst into crazy laughter. Maybe we should all stop teasing him about his middle name...haha...

Bleh..Eric Eric Eric..sigh..i should just stop going nuts..move on to reality...

oh sheesh, but i just can't help it, so I'm singing Mickey at the top of my voice now.

Muahahaha

I LOVE MICKEY!!!

Tee hee...Eric's de best!

Cut classes today!!!!

YAY!!

so fun...hahaha

Well, you see, the expert class-cutter Mindy was plannign to cut class at 9. so, i was bored with school. and me and sally decided to join her and go ice skating. Since we weren't dressed for it, we had to go home and change. Chinh didn't go to school because he was late. so, he joined us.

It was fun!! not a lot of people there. and me and Mindy dunno how to skate...haha..sally and chinh both can skate. so, i just skate around loh..fell twice. ;P

then, we skated for like 3 hours...wah leg pain. then, we wanted to go play pool, but too ex. so we went to IMM to walk walk. walk a while then we go home. wah...take MRT home no seat also...my leg...my poor leg...all the way from Jurong East station to Bugis..then take bus...wahh. leg want to break ah..

I'm starting to detach myself and re-think about life.

Life is so ... undesribeable. I've started to see things in a different point of view and started changing my values.

In the past, I was a strong believer of friendship and love. They were everything to live for, or so I thought. All of a sudden, I've stopped believing. Friendship doesn't seem too much a good thing to me anymore. It seems all fickle and unsteady. Before long, friends become mere acquiantances. HUmans are naturally non-dependable. So, I'm telling myself not to put any trust on one.

and Love. A silly notion. A dream. A wonderful imagination that exists to fool humans. I don't believe in love.

Yes, this is a negative summary of what's going through my head. and it's ok to avoid me. This is how I am, if you don't like me, fine with me.

But I do have dreams too. And my dreams are not put on humans. My dream is to enjoy this beautiful world. To travel this wonderful Earth and learn about it's shaping and wearing. I want to learn the languages of the World, to acquire knowledge about the essence of this Earth.

Love? i guess i can only feel for the earth, and the God who formed the world.

As for humans...all I can do is try to love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHINE!!!

We wanted to celebrate Khine's bdae, but bcos of school and all that, we couldn't. haiz. hopefully we can meet up during CNY and celebrate then.

We had a mini field trip for Management tutorial today. Our class just went out of school during class time and it was pretty cool bcos everyone was staring at us enviously. We went to the nearby area to identify the shops. Whether it was sole proprietership, partnership or private limited. it was fun. but the weather was hot...but it's a change from the dull classroom. :)

Went to Hara's house today after school. We watched the Terminal. It's a nice show and pretty funny and sad at bits too. After that, we went to buy Khine's prezzie. hee hee