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Saturday, July 30, 2005

Listening to "point of no return". It's the only POTO soundtrack that wasn't lost because of the stupid old com.

Hmm.. I want to buy the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack. I love it! But I'm still broke. :( Plus I feel like watching the movie again. Love Gerry's voice. Emmy and Patrick's voices aren't bad either.

Well, let's see.. music I'm still waiting to buy are:
-Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack
-Braveheart soundtrack

I wonder if anyone has any of the following? maybe can lend me. hehe...

Gotta study for history test again.. haiz

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I think I've changed. What am I saying, people change all the time. But i feel this time the change is more drastic to the extent that I can actually feel it.

It's not really a change in interest. I mean, people's interest changes all the time for goodness sake. But undeniably of course, my interest has changed a slight bit. For example, I have suddenly started loving animes.. haha. and suddenly I'm listening to anime/game Jap songs and find that hey, they're pretty good. But that doesn't mean I have abadoned my GREAT love for Bagpipes. Or the lovely country and the twanging banjoes. I've merely expanded my interest.

I've also decided that i am not capable of appreciating an art film. If the ability to do so makes one an intellectual being, i'll say wadever, i'm a brainless idiot. I mean, who can really judge what is art and what's not. Those artistic people are probably screaming at me about being a fool, but oh well, i just don't like it. The only form of the film they called artistic that i like are probably those war films. Well, it they are considered an art anyways.

and I realise i don't like French shows.. haha.. not my type anyways. I've watched about 4 to 5 French films so far.. and i didn't really like anything. The only one i like is probably the Blue Bicycle (which i never got to finish hiks...) but I heard Amelie is good, maybe i should watch it.

Well, interests are one thing, but perception is another. I think my perception of things is starting to change to an extent i dunno what it is anymore. hmm? what am i talking about? i dunno myself.

Well, it's like, I used to think the whole world is bad. Yeah, oh well, it's true to an extent. But what if you look at it the other way. There must be a little bit of good in people, even if it's hardly visible. I believe that no matter how evil a person is, there has to be a hint of good. Of course, when your kid gets murdered by this guy, it's almost impossible to accept that that guy has any good in him. But oh well, maybe there is, but people don't want to know.

And i used to have this warped perception. It's like if you don;t like what I like, you're stupid and i don't like you. haha.. it's like YOU HATE BAGPIPES? I HATE YOU! it's kind of silly really. I'm sure we're created differently that's why we all like different things. let's just say, I like to read and analyse stuffs. and then this other person hates reading and loves all things on fashion. But it's not fair for me to say that person is stupid and shallow just because she does what she likes. i mean, if the person likes something different, just let the person do whatever he/she wants and stop criticising one another just because of different interests. If one could just stop saying "you shallow woman" and the other "you stupid nerd", things would be great, no?

But that doesn't mean I'm a Saint. If you don't like what I like, i will whack you and scream "ARE YOU BLIND?" or whatever is relevant to the topic. NYAHAHA

I don't know whether these changes are good or bad, but oh well. ANyways, I'm still trying to change some of my bad habits. I'm still learning how to love people. i mean, loving someone is an incredibly difficult thing for me to do. Well, I'm trying to love people i dislike. Like a certain teacher, I used to really really hate her for some inexplainable reason. I just didn't like it that this teacher always frowned and i hardly saw her smile (maybe). anyways, i tried to interact more in her class and quit being the stupid sulky brat. Well, i can't say I LOVE that teacher, but yes... i realise it's not THAT bad. and i used to dislike this person in my class. I thought the person to be snobbish and cold. but now I realise again that I was wrong. That person was nice and fun to be with. hehe.. I better stop judging people.

Anyways, I learnt Vietnamese today. haha.. so fun. and i made friend with this Vietnamese girl (who was my Vietnamese teacher) haha. Then helped to put up 2 of the SFC banners. It was Sooo tiring, but hey, it was quite fun. It feels great to help out.. hehe i didn't realise.

Saturday, July 23, 2005



Here's the long overdue account on what I did on Friday. :D :D :D

I WATCHED THE ISLAND! *WOOT* CHEERS YAY YIPEE

:D

SO HAPPIE MAN! It wasn't planned actually. Was thinking of watching it with kix n vicks on Sat, but they didn't seem free plus i couldn't wait till next week, it's too long. and on friday, Vicks just said let's go watch. SO ok, me, vicks and Sharon went to Plaza Sing and the movie was 15 minutes away but we got the tickets!! YAY!!

Was so super excited while watching. There was more Ewan than Scarlett in the movie WOOHOO! there was two Ewans in one screen, gosh.. awesome man I tell you! It's exciting to watch. There are lots of ads inside the movie. There's like MSN Messenger ad, Nokia, X Box, CK perfume (i think) and goodness know what else. And these ads are SOoo obvious in the movie, try counting how many.

ANd there's no end to the charms of Ewan McGregor. You should see the real Lincoln, he's from Scotland and talks with the coolio accent. and one real guy and one clone speaking to each other is just WAY COOL!

okay, i should stop bfore i leak anything...

anyways, after the movie i was feeling so super duper HAPPY~! I couldn't stop smiling.. i'm like walking around the road smiling like an idiot and sms-ing the whole world that I've just watched the Island. haha.. and the high hyper mood stuck with me practically the whole day. Went for Rapture at night with Kel and Sharon. and kel had a little um.. mishap and I became the bronze knight of the day. :) and i was pretty high that night anyways, thanks to the island..

I shall start promoting the Island like crazy. must go to school and tell everyone to watch. Yup. BIG BIG PUBLICITY! EVERYONE, WATCH THE ISLAND!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 15, 2005

Went to watch Fantastic 4. It's okay. Not as great as I expected. I think it's too fast and short, somehow the excitement is lost bcos the scene all cuts too fast.

I think everyone wants to be the human torch. My bro wants to barbeque me.. SHEESH! Mr Fantastic and Invisible girl are both nice. The thing is funny and cool, one of the best characters. but i don't know why, i just like dr. Doom. it's like MADNESS! I don't know why, but i think Dr.Doom's real cool. I just like him. ahahaha.. Cool villain anyways. Where else did he act in huh?

I still like Batman better anyways. plus Christian Bale is hot hot hot! hehe..

ah welps.. shall go read my book now. Lukien my bronze knight.

oh and I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ISLAND! :D Happily staring at all the stuffs on it at Lido. I wonder what they do when they take it down.. can't they just give the stuffs to me?

Monday, July 04, 2005

Went to Scotland today...

YEAH RIGHT! I WISH!

Went to SP today. Met HB first and spent the whole time trying to plaster my blisters and looking at stickman drawings. Called Clef and we all met up at foodcourt. Afterwards, we all took pictures.. very pathetic looking and Clef was so paranoid about how he looks. and then I met up with Khine. HB had to leave for class. Khine went to get food while Clef happily learned his Jap. Khine showed me a pipe from the bagpipe and i was happily fingering the words "MADE IN SCOTLAND!" Woot, i touched something that was from Scotland..

AHHH

ok nuts. ANyways, Clef went off for class and me and Khine went to the library. We looked at this Walt Disney book (the Mickey cover was so cute!) and later Scotland books. (Yippeee, so many Scotland book) and then we went to the Vn cafe and i ate something and later i went home and spent the day boringly slacking away.

My brother was watching Naruto. I want to watch! but he doesn't have the beginning.. i guess i'll try to borrow from someone..

Sunday, July 03, 2005

I'm such a dodo bird.

I was mad at someone and then i caused someone to be mad at me and then i got mad at myself. Blah.. so stupid of me. So, I went to my room and thought a long time about it and felt all guilty and then i read my bible and prayed and felt better. Then, I went out and apologised to the person who was mad at me and the person whom I was mad at for being mad in the first place.

And then I'm happy.

Sigh..

I don't want to bear grudges anymore. Remembering someone's fault and never forgiving it seems terrible. I do that a lot, forgiveness was never one of my virtues. But I'm trying to learn. It doesn't come easy, I guess. When I'm angry with someone, I tend to mull over it for a long time. But forgiving is better than carrying a heavy luggage of all the anger and grudges. And it makes you happier to. and I don't want people to be mad at me too, so I'm sorrrrryy If I was ever mad at you or made you mad. sigh.. honestly, i can be such a dodo bird.

Well, I'm glad it all turned out like that though. At least I didn't try to suffocate myself in my pillow so i can just die and forget everything like i used to do. So silly of me. hehe..

On to happier things...

My 2nd bro is comign back today..

More ppl snatching at the com. hehee.. =P more noise.. more basketball nutters in the house..

Oh and I'm visiting SP tomorrow, give free massage to HB..wahahaha